Black or white

I am so indecisive!! So many choices of cute blogskin.

The above picture is so cool!! (I cropped it from blogskin.com, credits to Agnes/eggiines) Wait till i buy the idiot's manual on how to change template first.

A natural gift from God.

I asked my husband before about what type of skill would he like if he was given the chance by God.






He said he wish he can swim.







I said i wish i can draw, like her.

No Girl

Sometimes i prefer to be alone. Doing my own thing. Having my own thoughts twirl inside my own head. Today was the day, i wish i would just be alone in a dark room and melted into nothingness. Vanish into thin air.

I went to watch a movie the other day. Alone. Most of the people are with a bunch of friends. Maybe they think i'm so lonely. But i enjoyed it actually. I need it. The space. I watched Yes Man. That girl is so hot. Enigmatic.

Why can't i just be as innocent and carefree as her?

I can. If i want to.

Losong

I can feel the cold wind gushing into my face but i 'm not reawakened.
Some say this place is paradise.
But i'm here on a work trip, on a sunday.
It's the monsoon season.
The grey glommy sky makes it worse.
Various colours of green and blue flags hanging around the lamp post.
No matter what is the political preferences of each individual,
we do have a common and mutual interest.
Keropok lekor is so delicious.

Not Another Financial Matter Again 2

Don't you think this bag is overrated? I saw everyone (girls) carrying it with a smug on her face. (yalah not everyone is like this)

Walk, walk, show-off in front of other girls at shopping mall.

See? I can own this bag you know,

my daddy i am very kaya one.

You can own this one meh?

You can only manage to buy fake one only.

Hahaha (evil laughter)

Personally, i think the bag is quite nice, but everyone is wearing it and it gives me the impression that LV is actually 'affordable'. No longer the luxurious type of brand. But who knows i might join the bandwagon someday and buy one of these too. But i think i have other things in mind to buy with a RM3ooo in hand. It all comes back to my own concept of value for money. Well, your money, your choice.

What i PREFER to buy with a RM3000 in hand.

1) The toughest luggage bag. I swear to God recently i bought a luggage bag for the fourth time because Air Asia likes to dump passanger's bags. My bag is not that heavy but it gets demented every tut..... time. Grr...... I miss MAS flights. Why are their tickets so expensive? *sniff*

2) a Blackberry

3) a trip to SEA countries

4) a new laptop

5) 6 new different design of handbags (considering each hangbags cost RM500)

Ops! gtg. Tata!

The invasion

I need to rant about this. It's for my own sanity. My mother in law had come to stay at my home these few days. I accept them with open arms and had been busy preparing meal for them everyday.

But today when i came back home during lunch hour, i found out that she had rearranged all my food, dry ingredients and utensils at my kitchen. I am not angry but just a little bit annoyed and kecil hati. Even my fridge magnet had also been arranged neatly with a straight line!

In order to understand my feelings, people need to know about my background first. Being the only child in my family, i have my own room and stuff. And I don't like my things to be 'touched' by someone else.

I am not an organized person. I am an" organized mess" type of person. It means that although my things is not neatly arranged, i do know where i put any particular stuff at which drawer. It's just that the things my not be colour coded, or labeled etc.

I love to cook and the kitchen is where i used to hang around. Some dry ingredients like dried chinese mushroom will be put inside the cupboard. But she chose to put it outside which i don't agree with.

It seems like a small matter but it is my home, MY household. Don't you think as the woman at my home, i want someone else to decide how i should organized my things? I am a working matured woman ok. I do have some ego and please give me some face lah. Gosh!

In order not to hurt her feelings, which i unintentionally did just now by saying that she doesn't have to organized the things because we are moving out anywhere, i will moved some of my stuff into it's actual position. (definitely not the fridge magnet, i just leave it as it is).

All in all i feel so insulted because as if she's sending a message that i'm not competent enough. Which i beg to differ because i can cook a decent meal ok. I thought after reading this i would feel better but somehow i'm sad inside because i do want a happy relationship with my mother in law. I am just confused on how i should send the message to her to leave my stuff alone without offending her. Sigh................

Recently, i heard a client of mine had a divorced. They had a child. And the marriage is still very young (1 year++ if i am not mistaken). It turns out that they are living with the in laws).

She said that for a healthy marriage, don't live with your in laws because they will invade your personal space. I couldn't agree more.

Can't wait to go back home and rearranged my stuff back.

Update

Maybe i'm being over sensitive. But at least i'm being honest about my feelings.

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