Free like a bird, trap in the cage.

I am angry and disappointed. I'm carefree and spontaneous. I want to book the flight to London now! Now! But somebody seem to be a bit sceptical. Where are we going to stay? Where are we going to eat? But London is so expensive. Do you think when you already paid RM thousands for the flight ticket, you will stand there and not moving when you arrive London. Or will you ASK people around? I hate what i called the 'tourist syndrome'. The flight will be next year, you think we couldn't buy the lonely planet book or search the Internet. I'm so tired until my brain become numb. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. I'm boiling mad.

Gosh i even know the officer who works in MSD. I even have an old friend who migrated to UK. God.........................................

Argh!!!!!!!!.................................

I missed out the opportunity before, i'm not going to do the same thing again.