Saturday, December 15, 2007

I am so angry i can eat you alive!

I so f*king shit hate you. hate you. hate you. How dare you make those kinds of remarks! i don't care if you don't like me, i don't care a dammed shit. That's why in the first place i always prefer to work on my own. It didn't even bother me if i earn money from selling goreng pisang on the street side. I don't have to apply for cuti, no form to fill, no trying hard to impress my boss.
Why do people can be so selfish sometimes and the most disappointing thing is this comes from someone i'm close with. Don't try to tell me want i should do with my life. you never feed me, i never ask for your help. i survived so far alone in this big world coming from a broken family background. I survived and I SUCCEED. While your children trying hard to figure out about their life, i am already earning thousands from my job.
Go lead your pathetic life elsewhere!
In order to gain my sanity and chi and feng shui back from all of this, (this negative vibes is making me tired), i am going to enjoy myself by watching The Warlords.
Fact of life: I used to wish my parents would send me to learn wushu in china when i was small. God, i watch too much of Wong Fei Hong movie.