During my school days, my friends are everything to me. We swear that we will become best friends forever. Nothing can torn us apart. I see my future with them, hand in hand, always comforting each other.
But now....... i don't even feel like adding them up in friendster (yes i know friendster is so outdated), and they are doing the same thing to me. Is it because of ego? or are we to shy to tell the other what we are doing for a living right now? So many questions that ran through my head, but unfortunately there is no answer. All i can say is this is life, it was meant to be like that. But deep down inside i knew i was to be blame of it. Maybe i didn't really put that MUCH initiative to contact them, to meet them. One simple sms would change everything.
Being a human, i prefer to put the blame on something else. This is not my fault, i would say. Work has taken half of my personal life and precious time. "Work is the culprit!", i say to myself. I would go home, eat, go to bed so that i can go to work tomorrow. It's a vicious cycle indeed.
The other day i went to carrefour, and i saw a good friend of mine back in university days. She was just in front of me. She still look the same to me. But somehow i feel like she's a stranger. My head and heart was debating whether i should say hi or not. And then, i just left, pretending i didn't saw her. Human are so weird sometimes, i am so weird.
Why didn't you just say hi to her? It's not really that difficult right? You might ask me this kind of questions, but i do have my own reason for acting this way. But that's another story.
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