Why so serious?

There's something eerie about this picture. Maybe because the actor is already dead. But the weird thing is: I really like this poster. Creepy but creative. Creative but creepy. Whatever. Why so serious?

I like jazz.

ROMEO n JULIET - Clazziquai

A romantic song i found on Dawn Yang's blog.

Pfft.....

Don't underestimate me girl,

I'll make you sorry you were born.

It's a tied!!

And you know what?

There are so many things about you that i don't know how to start.



You always clean up my house.



You always tease my wardrobe cause it is in a mess.



You always willing to send me everywhere even if it is far far away.



You always sms me asking me if i'm watching Spongebob 9.30pm daily.



You always ask what i would like to eat.



You never allowed me to watch movie without you.



You never allowed to buy that colourful knee-length socks.



You never allowed me to buy a new handbag.



You never talk animatedly unless it's about football.



And you know what?



I just like you the way you are.

The modern Mr Darcy

I am still not cured from my Darcy Mania yet.



Out of Reach from Gabrielle. A soundtrack from Bridget Jones' Diary.

I'm loving it, funny movie indeed and his sexy drooling voice. Sigh.............'insert puppy eyes'
Well his not really that good looking but there's something about him......


Out of reach
so far
i never had your heart
out of reach
couldn't see
we were never meant to be

such a sad sad song.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=653065383593103672

Kick those useless bunch ass!

Malaysia is getting dangerous day by day. The story of a pregnant women abducted by a man along with her daughter is shocking considering it happened in Kelantan. You can never imagine what will happen in KL.

I saw a few tips on how to defend yourself here, with a video demonstration on how to fight and attack your attacker. But what i observed is you have to be alert on your surrounding and never go to places alone. I know i sound like a paranoid cause i'm staying alone and usually go to places alone. I think I need to buy a small knife/ wooden stick and put it in my car.

Today is a rainy day.

Picture Courtesy of Rita Vita Finzi.

I like when it rains.

It just shows how much grief; sadness; hopelessness;

anger; disappointment; fear; regret

and above all emptiness i have inside me when i cried.

Just like the rain dripping one drop to another fill with my sorrow,

came crashing down to the earth.

This feelings had always been at the back of mind, attacking me from within.

Lurking underneath those shadows.

Lurking underneath my insecurity.

I will endure it because i know when the rain stops,

i will be happy again.

TGIF

Thank God it's Friday!

I bought GTO DVD for half price. the last time i saw it, it was RM100++, then it was RM59.90. Now it's RM29.90 for the whole set! But i don't have a DVD player,(i have a VCD player only, poor poor me) but i will think about it later. Yes... Buy first, think later. T_T

Onizuka sensei, long time no see.................

Mr and Mrs Darcy

The song Accidentally In Love is playing in my head; for love is spinning the world. I fidgeted when i read his name. I'll go crazy if i saw his face.

Move away Matthew McConaughey! (Although i really think i like you in Fool's Gold/How to lose a guy in 10 days) For i have found the new man in my life.........................................

I am having Darcy Mania, so help me God. He's proud, aloof, arrogant, look at his muka masam face. *Sigh*

Colin Firth is so....... good in portraying the role of Mr Darcy and not even the Kiera Knightley version can beat it. Well not that i like the movie though. When Colin Firth was chosen to be a part of the casting of Bridget Jones's Diary, they planned an insider joke that he will be the Mr. Mark Darcy. Hahaha.

So i'm planning a nation-wide search for the drama produced by BBC. It's currently playing in TVIQ channel 552 but i'm not sure about the time though cos i'm so kedekut to pay for the Astro View. Bah......

So i'm going to read it again for third time. (I know Darcy Mania fans out there had read it many times.) It took me 9 years to read the book again. Can you imagine 9 freaking years that i had wasted! Well better late than never.

"Oh! certainly," cried his faithful assistant, "no one can be really esteemed accomplished, who does not greatly surpass what is usually met with. A woman must have a thorough knowledge of music, singing, drawing, dancing, and the modern languages, to deserve the word; and besides all this, she must possess a certain something in her air and manner of walking, the tone of her voice, her address and expressions, or the word will be but half deserved."

"All this she must possess," added Darcy, "and to all this she must yet add something more substantial, in the improvement of her mind by extensive reading."

Well bye! Got to go and enjoy the book. Ops i forgot. Ehem...

*insert some classic British accent*

well allow me to leave the comfort place of mine for i have found an exciting book that will trigger my mind and feed my aching heart.

p/s: I certainly had found the man of my life. But no harm in oogling someone else right? Right? Tell me i am.

Pun not intended.

Everybody likes to put the word 'pun intended', 'no pun intended' in their post and here's what Maddox -the best page in the world thinks about it!

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Been busy looking for some 'serious' signature for myself, i'm shy to admit it but my signature looks like a ten year old. Not that i didn't try to change it, but i somehow couldn't copy the serious type.

William Shakespeare's signature looks kind the weird though. Exponent of three equals to beta for art the thou oh juliet lalalala.

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A lot of things are happening right now and for all the 365 days we had for the year, it chose to cramped in this one bloody week. My family came here for holiday. My aunt's washing machine broke down and bring a 3 large bunch of clothes to wash it here. I'm going to move out but i haven't pack yet because my family is still around. My house is in a mess especially my cupboard. Someone called it 'The witch, the lion and the wardrobe'. T_T Need to call astro to change my billing address and move the satelit/piring. I'm busy at work with meetings everyday and i don't think my boss is going to approve my leave. I still haven't clean my new house yet. I think i'm going to bang my head on the table first........................

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Argh... i need a vacation! I need to declutter my mind asap.

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Neway, went to Nilai during the weekend and i bought some stuff to change my new room.

An english country lamp.

The flowery details.




A laundry bag with a matching dustbin for my room.

Nanti cikgu 'rotan'

A Balinese floating candles.

Doesn't it look beautiful? (to match the purple flower lamp)

Wayang best

I was laughing on a post at a HILARIOUS blog that i found accidentally. At first i thought it was her blog but there's somehing funny about it until i realized about this:-

Clap has been change into Crap

Slice of me life has been change into Slice of me nose

Dance with me has been change into whore with me

I guess this person really wanted to piss her off and i wonder where did the blogger got her 'make-up tips' pictures especially the patches foundation on her face.

Kesianlah but what to do, the price you have to pay for being famous. Remember Britney Spears?

Anyway, i'm still giggling.

9 to 5- A number with no good chi.

I've been reading Yahoo Hot Jobs and i'm having all the symptoms that i'm not really happy with my job.

You know you're in the wrong career if:

• It is strictly a means to put food on the table. (Yup, and also bills, movies, travelling, bags, car, house etc)

• It's just some job you took 10 years ago because, at the time, it was the only one you could find. (A job i took 2 and the half years ago because this is the only one that hired me and coincidentally with more than RM2000 salary)

• Your parents are proud, but you're bored to tears. (The look on their place was priceless. (I THINK THIS IS THE MAIN REASON I'M STILL IN THIS JOB)

• Your job makes you unhappy, damages your self-esteem, compromises your values, or undermines your integrity. (Nuff said)

• You live for the weekend. (Hell yes, I didn't even have Monday Blues back in school days. It just shows how much i enjoyed attending my classes)

I agreed that i have no problem in terms of the job that i'm doing right now. It's just that i don't have as much freedom as i wanted to. The nature of my job is very restricted, dead boring like a piece of ruler. Heck, i think playing with a ruler is much more fun especially if you're a guru disiplin.

It has so many rules and you can't even take leave without any valid reason like you're getting married etc. You are expected to come to office everyday (if you can come on weekends lagi bagus), the only reason why you are absent is because you're dead. T_T I applied for 3 days to go back to my hometown and he dared ask me why i need to balik kampung. Bullshit betul! Pay me back my flight tickets lah. As if the whole office will explode if i don't come to office for three days. Or the Prime Minister will look for me and say" eh where is Jo, i miss her lah. She is so important you know. If she is not around ar we cannot make decision whether we want to send Angkasawan or not to Pluto." (I heard that Pluto is no longer a planet but i'm not sure)

I always believe that sometimes we need to take a one day off just to relax our mind and travelling is also a sort of new experience that you will never get by just reading about it. There' is more to life than your job ok. Old people are so rigid. I've seen many bosses who never allowed their workes to cuti-cuti Malaysia with family and then suddenly they are the one who took a holiday for two weeks to London during winter time with their family. Pffft. So the rule is your boss can cuti, YOU cannot. When there's an official meeting overseas, only the high ranking bosses can go. But you are the one doing all the shit job for them.

Argh.........................................................

ok got to go. Got a lot of work to do. And yes i'm blogging from my office. HAHAHA!

The eye and the yellow sunflower

I've read eyeris' blog the other day when i found about how this sunflower blog who was quite angry with eyeris regarding the review he made about Narnia-Prince Caspian. Well first of all, i didn't decide to watch Narnia the other day but eyeris said he enjoyed watching it so i think i should give it a try.

Well it turns out i didn't really like it very much. But i never really blame eyeris for it cause i know that all of us have different taste in life including movies. Perhaps that sunflower blog really believe in his review and he/she wanted to make sure that what he/she spend on is worth the money. I still believe that we should see it for ourself to judge whether we like the movie or not no matter what the reviewer said. You know the movie crounching tiger hidden dragon, it was box-office in the US but i think the movie is just so so. Perhaps i didn't get the message of the movie. T_T

Well i still enjoy watching movie. You can give me the lousy Scary Movie anytime and i can still layan it!

Random things. Random me.

Today i would like be narcissistic. It is essential they say.

Random things about me: (Okay, i can do this)

1) errr.... uhm ....... err...........

2) I know how to swim. Been learning it since i was small. But i am actually phobia of deep blue sea with all the UGLY unique deep sea creatures. Sometimes i will imagine myself drowning. But if is a crystal clear sea or swimming pool then it's ok.

3) I love to eat but it's kind of hard for me to gain weight. I will eat like a monster and just gain 2 kg. But if i want to lose it back, i only need to NOT eat for three days. It is a blessing? I don't know. I'm kind of worried too because i will never watch what i eat.

4) I can survive by not talking to anyone. Maybe because i'm always home alone.

5) I always judge a person by the way they drive and how their car looks like. (not how expensive it is). You had probably seen cars that had been modified with super duper big 'ekzos', and when you thought it's a Ferrari it turns out to be a Kancil passing by. T_T. The same with cars pink in colour with toys, bantal busuk, curtain?! with a Hello Kitty logo. I think they are immature people with no sense of style.

6) Now let me see...... uhm.....

7) I never like girls/women who have the '1 minute check out each other' habit right after they were being introduce to each other. Make-up? Check. Guess Bag? Check. Forever 21 dress. Check. Bata Shoes? Urgh... I think they are INSECURE, that is why they always need ASSURANCE that they are hotter, prettier, luckier, richer bla bla. You need to get some self-esteem, babe.

8) I like teddy bear because it is my identity and very near to my heart. But i am really scared of the REAL bear. Not as cuddly as they look.

9) Zzzzzzzzzzzzz